A Past Dream Come True

Preamble: When I was a young teenager, my dream was to become the fifth Spice Girl after Ginger Spice left. That's why this dream was so interesting, especially years later.

So I am at a Spice Girls concert, watching from the front row. Ginger Spice is performing with them, and then all of a sudden, she is gone. Within the flash of an eye, I'm suddenly on stage with the rest of them, completely confused, but I'm singing along with them, and having a great time.

Then there's this part of the concert where Mel C gets down into the audience and mouths the words to a passage that is on the slide projector, and I'm holding the thing that makes it go to the next slide. Well, hello. I've been on stage for like ten minutes - so I have no idea what I'm doing. I'm doing my best, but Mel C keeps looking back at me as though I'm not doing it right. So then I feel like a complete idiot. Finally her bit is done and she is on her way back to the stage, and she smiles at me so I feel a little better, until I press the off button on the slide button, and the whole projector goes off. The techies run in and they try to fix it but they can't seem to do it. I feel like a complete failure, so I fall to the stage, nearly crying, and everybody is just waiting, as I wallow in my failures.

Best Friends Again

So in this dream, I am 11 years old (though I feel like I do now, 22 years old).

Amy and I end up getting in this really huge fight (something to do with crawling across the street instead of walking like normal people do). I come home to find my childhood best friends, Ashley and Noel over with their grandmother, like they used to when we were kids.

I get really excited to see them, but they don't seem as thrilled. It's almost as though I realize that we are really 22 years old, and for some reason, are able to visit our past, and they are acting as though the future hasn't split us apart yet. So I get really upset that they don't want to hang out with me, and I end up going to my bedroom, upset because Amy's mad at me, and my two friends who I haven't seen in years don't want to see me.

All of a sudden, Ashley (who was my bestest friend of all times as a child) came into my room, and suddenly we're older again. (Either that, or she realizes this). She comes in and as we sit down on my bed (it's not even my house, it's a completely different house with me living with mom and Amy). I start to cry and tell Ashley everything, and everything seemed like it used to be. Ashley being the big sister I always needed. (Ashley was always like that, nurturing and friendly).

That's all I remember, but the dream was incredibly peaceful and memorable to have my friends there again. I guess I miss them.